2:59 PM
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
*tagged victims have to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lovers.specify the gender of the target.tag four victims to join in this game and leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged.if tagged a second time, there's no need to post again.tagger: LARRIS! :Dnext victims: charmaine,joel,nick,eileen.target gender: MALE.1) makes me laugh!2) has to be HOT!HOT!HOT!3) always there for me.4) have a smile that makes me drop dead(:5) a big NO for violence&vulgar.6) talks a lot!7) caring&wonderful.8) accepts me for who i am.________________________________________________
i think my life is screwed.
the exams are coming.
things are not working out the way i want.
i've been kept away from the computer until my exams are over.
i'm a failure in my cca
i feel that i've not been sucha good friend.
i haven been typing my minutes.
i just wanna scream it all out!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
& i miss S4L648 very much!
& the scars remind us that the past is real.
the post since sept 22 are all copied from my notebook.
i wrote it down to remember & to wait till i have the time to
post it up here.
ty.):
12:41 PM
Monday, September 25, 2006
after recess.
i heard from daryl that gopi's gonna take over me as
usm.i am absolutely seriously very very unhappily shocked at this piece of information.
like what the hell!
after all the hard work i put in in ncc.
&gopi's just some great slacker &doesnt come to trainings often.
he got it by oliver tan during orienteering.
maybe oliver tan love black boys.
i'm really disappointed okay.
i know ranks &position doesnt matter.
but i cant help it!
how could they just do it to me lah.
i started crying&laughing in front of them.
laughing because i'm crying over such stuff& about this joke of the year.
ong,azreen,ebby,ridz comforted me.
i started exclaiming.
i want to go camp pin! i want to see langa lorry!
haha.
ok seriously.
i want to quit.whats the use of continuing?
he himself should know of his own blardy contributions he made.
like nothing.
if he was a friend.he could have rejected the offer.
i give up ncc.
i give up langa lorry.
):
"the ranks does not matterits about the experience you've been through"yes.& i'm happy for the memories&the
experience during the last 3 years.
thank you langa lorry.joscelyn.
8:18 PM
Sunday, September 24, 2006
mindchamps!it was the best graduation thingthing ever!
the boys look excellent.
formal & all.
it was really fun.
we cam whored through out.
i passed my papers!
AAHH.
yay!127/140.
i'll miss everyone!
i love you guys.
each&single one of you all!
eileen,siewling,amanda,amreeta,kavina,mandy,nadia,
brian,ryan,weiguang,weiperng,weijing,hamdi,russell,
weigen,limzy,teckboon,myprettypal,nick!,jack,viknes,
wenquan,junjie,shijie,shenghao,derek,naleeza&kayne!
<3 
thanks for everything guys!will send the pictures soon.
after my exams.
sorry.
cause i wunt be using the com so often nowadays.
till my hell-days are over! & there are still tons of photos not put up yet.will soon.after i do a collage on it.
ty(:
11:36 PM
Saturday, September 23, 2006
ARGH!
i'm sooo angry right now.
my mum is biased!
totally!
i found out that she let marcus use the com on thurs.
while i was in school.
suffering in chemistry class.
what a bitch!
no wonder marcus din make a sound about
the 'locking the study room door' thing.
last time.he used to act really violent&weird
when this thing happen.
wtf.i actually foind out kayy!
cause he tagged my board.
blame him for being dumb.
blahblah.
i love cath classes!
they're fun.neil is funny.
his cute birthday party is next saturday lah!
then i went to st mary's to watch a play.,
saw bryan&alicia!(:
their church is beautiful&big!
guess what.
i went home & i saw marcus using the com.AGAIN.
you see!mum dun let me use &let him use instead.
he did his shit hw presentation in it.i also need to do the minutes right!
argh.
what a saturday.
&i miss you.
bye fagbags!
11:01 PM
Friday, September 22, 2006
hello people.
18-21 sept.
i was studying&rotting.
:D
22 sept.had an interview after school by moe.
its kinda fun.
then me,norfi,azreen&marcus studied in the sc room.
i cant believe i've been studying since the starting of the week.
i cant afford to fail.
i need to promote.
i can do it!
i dun really love coming home.
becasue of monster mum.
hello!she being unreasonable here.
i went soccer instead of dvm.
i love my team ah!
the green team!
;joelchan,joelsee,dominic,des ng,2 uncles &me!
i scored.woohoo!
thanks biswas!
haha.
i think my soccer's improving!
i get the ball alot of times now.
i still remember months ago
no one even wanted to pass the ball to me lah!
i'm shacked!
i wrote my speech already.
cant wait for sundayy!
note to self:buy contact lense.
11:34 PM
Monday, September 18, 2006
i cant believe i'm secretly doing this.
i got caught by monster mum
this afternoon when trying to sneak online.
she took the laptop away from me.
then ltr in the night.
when she was busy in the kitchen.
i took this damn thing&hide it in room.
cant believe my luck!
):
mondays are boring!
ms chong,ms phay&mrs koor
din come today.
do you know how happy the class was
haha.omfg.
who cares,its still blardy boring.
& very chilly!
whats up with the weather nowadays.
i prefer the bright round yellow sun more!
i think i better sleep.
i'm super shacked.
& what if my mum caught me.
soooo gonnna be dead.
till then,
soooo long stupid people!
9:18 PM
Sunday, September 17, 2006
great.just great.
maybe my mum's having
another
major bitch fit.
sigh.
always one ah.
just cause i din do my tuition hw.
she locked the study room.
so irritating.
hey,i need to charge my mp3 too lah.
ANNOYING!mindchamps!whee!
next week's the last lesson.
i think i'm gonna cry.
i love s4l648.i love my classmates.i love the company.but today ah.
we made too much noise
then kayne changed our seats.
i sit next to
weipeng&brian lah.
i was like ohno.this cant be happening.
was depressed for a while.
but they're alright.
listened to songs&all.
talk to weiguang&ryan&brian.(:russell listen my songs till he's crazy.
they're nice people.haha.
& apologies to russell&amp;amp;hamdi&eileen.
i cant send you stuffs now.
sorry.
):class picture next alright!
after class,send my dad to the airport.
then went there for dinner too.
soooo cold!
bye!
12:18 PM
Saturday, September 16, 2006
its a
beautiful saturday morning. when marcus woke me up from my nightmare.
; this weird doctor wanted to operate me&marcus.
then marcus went first.he came out feeling fine.
then i went in.the doctor did stupid stuffs.
he wanted to inject all my five fingers for dunno what.
he said inject alr then got different colours.
then just as he wanted to inject the first finger.
marcus shake me to wake me up.
then i screamed!
because doctor wanted to inject me alr.
but someone moving me.then if i move ah,then may inject wrongly.
haha.then i woke up.
feeling shocked lah.
then marcus said
"look,dad give this to you."
when i woke up,i still very blur.
i thought it was some
thumbdrive ,haha.
then i say ok.then went bk to sleep again.
marcus woke me up again
saying
"no!!! its mp3!!"haha.then i woke up again.
& started omg-ing!
damn funny lah.
because i kept on mentioning bout buying
ipod& stuffs.
then suddenly,i just got it like that.
(:
the design&
colour isnt that pretty.
but i still like it.
its
1GB,
better than not having one at all.
& my dad gave it to me.
its new lah btw.
THANK YOU MUM&DAD!whee!
things in life is
just getting better
&better.(:thank you god.
thats my
marcushengweiyan!
<3tuition was boringggggg!church ltr.
&family stuffs after class.
my grandfather's death anniversary.so we all are meeting up.but victoria says she's not going!):&nick,it doesnt matter bout your pacestick. yr face is inside. thats what matters! haha!;goodbye my lovers,goodbye my friends you have been the one you have been the one for me.
10:29 PM
Friday, September 15, 2006
one week passes
sooooo fast.
(:its friday!my favourite day of the week.
ncc.haha.
one of the best trainings i've ever had.
but stepping in the ncc room.
makes me think...
zul's sick.):no wonder he's soo quiet.overall fun.
it was hard teaching part As.
but i'll try.
mr zaf was spying.
haha.i gave him the
hothot signal.
(:ain&jessica came after 47542854940937 years.
YAY!
i love
aes ncc.
they make me mad.being myself.throwing stupid tantrums.they're always there for me.
even part A&Bs&specs!
i love you guys plentyy!it had to rain today.
):it was super cold in the bus
that i almost freeze to death.
soccer was fun,like always.
we took couple of pictures.
but not all taken yet.
i'm happy i'm in the
yellow grp.
;me,sean,joel,danny,raymond&desmond.did you see us play?
we were terrific!
haha.
:D& then there was rain.
played in the rain.
i cant wait for mindchamps!i hate tmr's tuition.haven even touch her hw yet.
gahhhhhhhhhh!;i've been so wrapped up in my warm cocoon, but smthg's happening things are changing soon.
5:20 PM
Thursday, September 14, 2006
i cant believe i can log in to blogger.
whee.
mum is irritating&unreasonable.
great): i'm using this fugly lagged laptop until she unlocks the
study room.
1# big news.i got
distinction.like omg!
for the new south wales maths paper.
what an achievement.
was nvr happier.pls congrat me!
just this once.:D& i thought i
sucked at maths.
haha.
oh.yes.i din go to sch ytd.
painful tummy ache.
i missed the trip to botanical gardens.
sheesh.i'm gonna commit myself
to
exercise everyday.
(don't you laugh!)
& to
mugmugmug hard.
3 weeks left.
comes before you know it.anyone wants to study with me?tmr's is gonna be the last trainingbefore exams.lets hope it goes well.ncc rocks lah.i miss ssc & my section.& you know who.i need to study now.
maybe swimming ltr.taaaa!p.s you broke my paper heart.
7:57 PM
Sunday, September 10, 2006
i have exams today.
mindchamps.
& i didnt study!
boo.
struggling through summarising
&essay.
2 more weeks left till mindchamps end.
i dun want it to end.
i wish this could continue forever.
it's fun!
omg.russell&the teck boon is also from ncc lah.
kinda slow ah me.
yay.we're gonna have a gathering in dec!
i cant wait!
(:
aww man.
school's opening tmr.
i dun want.
& year end papers are coming.
boys are boring people.
):
5:17 PM
Saturday, September 09, 2006
omgg!i'm finally back.
long long ultra long coming rightt up!
what can i say.
ssc was
FUN.
i'm in
pan 1 section 5.i love my grp members.
liyana,farhana,prashad,haja,selwyn,safuan,rushby
&2 cheena guys that i forgotten their names.
(:
i think my grp is a very crappy hilarious bunch.
loves!but unfortunately,we fall into
pan1. they tekan us like hell.
my gosh.but on the other half,
i shd thank them for the
beautiful tan they left me.
haha.& the blisters&the abbraision.
i passed the test.
for one moment,i thought i was gonna flunk.
the graduation was boring.
one thing to add.
i hate land caddys,esp those from east.
all arrogant bastards.
it was an awesome experience.
landyard,ranks.mymy.
ALL WORTH IT! 
i already miss them.
and
cute guy.which apparently isnt
all my friends
cup of tea.damn.
):pri.2 camp.
funfunfun.
the kids are
soooo adorable
and cute.
i had a fun time bonding with them.
seriously.
& i found many unbelievabe discoverings!
haha.
praise&worships are the fun.
aww.their first confession.(:i saw holland v's slut artiste.
we slept together.
in an aircon room.
spend whole lot of quiet time together.
yes.&
i miss lauretta d'cruz.i really do!
i want to go camping again soon.
its fun!
p.2s are a mega fun bunch.
except for some rascals here and there.
alright,pictures.

god's creation.

the super adorable ignatious.
i award him the cutest p.2.
he ask me for my number.
how cute is that!
:D

i cant believe this is kim's sister.
so different.
she's looks like a pretty flower.

mag!you din tell me you got a p.2 brother.
you shocked us lah!
haha.( look at my tan)
p.s i got cute guys number! he went for ncc dinner.
12:45 AM
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
its so last minute
&really late.&i feel soooo much better now.
thank younick!my prettypal!haris!
my wonderful ginger!i love you guys!
you guys make me
(: like what nick said.
i'm gonna get into state
and do what i'm gonna do
in ssc.
to kick ass!
& get my blardy rank!thank you my prettypal!
you make me laugh!
and you know what.
you're gonna get a text from me real soon!
i am so gonna disturb you!
haris!
for your best wishes and all.
i am gonna be positive from now on!
and you know what.
i think creative zen vplus
is still better!GINGER!
thank you so very much!
& i got your strong emphasize!
i love you theophilus!
now.i know that there are friends that i can confide in.
you guys rock lah.ok.gonna sleep and look forward for tmr!
TAAA!
spongebob makes me happy!
11:54 PM
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
aaahhh.ssc in like a few hours time.
i just finish packing.
scaryyyyyyyyy!&i dun understand guys.
&i'm so obssess!
maybe i shd stop.
aah..
):i'm going pr.2 camp right after my ssc.
i cant wait.
sec 3 parables gonna be there.
(:i sorta regretted joining ncc.it makes me ultra busy.die.die.die!
this point of time.
i feel so
AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!troubled and angry!
get off would you.
6:49 PM
Monday, September 04, 2006

AAAAHHHHH!i'm happy for some reason
that i could fly!
but on the other hand,
i feel like crying.
we din make it to the finals.
thats means we wont be going back tmr!
boo.i cant meet brian.he cant help me.):this is like the last year.
i'm going sea com.
soooo sad lah.
i only kayak once out of the 3 yrs.
not my fault!
ARGH!
sucksucksucksuck ah!
and now.
ssc coming.
scarier ah.
what a week.i'm sooooooo shy!:D
8:18 PM
Sunday, September 03, 2006
the usual well-spent sundays.
;mindchamps.all the girls were wearing black
that even kayne,our trainer called us the
black babes.
& we even sit together.one whole row behind!
learnt essay and oral presentation today.very fun.
we took pictures!
it's still with eileen.
(:eileen brought brownies!
&she helped me apply the eyeliner.
its sooo fun in
S4L648.hamdi&weigen are jokers lah!
whee!
but boo.only 3 more lessons left!):and there's exams next week!
bummer.the hse is sooo peaceful now.marcus is at camp!whee!i'm officially on a diet.so dun tempt me!
i love apples,i love apples!
yes.i love apple dippers!
i'm gonna eat apples for breakfast,lunch&dinner.
i am going to lose weight!
i am okayy!:Dgive me all your fearsthrow it all awaythink about the good thingsno matter what they saywe'll take tomorrow baby yea.one day at a time
random picture of the day!
11:38 PM
Saturday, September 02, 2006
holaaa!
i miss jaron alot!
i miss you like crazy can!
whee.hang out soon kay!

today's prayer session was meaningful.
i like it alot.
annabel sort of
"changed"
she attended mass with us.
and came for rehearsals.
on time too!
and even scolded dot for being late.
mymy.am i impressed.
yay!i love annabel-la!
i think high school musical brain-washed me. die.how?i cant help it that the songs are a blast.and soooo addictive.besides, zac efron is one major meltdown.
wooo!hothothot!see what i mean.
haha.rehearsals were half boring&fun.
i love
singing with charmy!
what a saturday night.i cant wait for mindchamps tmr!
we're all wearing
black!shiat.i haven wrote my essay yet!
CHASING RAINBOWS! (:
howdyy!yellow ribbon.
was well,horrible?
s'pore ppl are
sooo stingy.
tsktsk.
i saw
ajay&jiahao too.
my pri sch friends.
haha.
thank goodness they still rmb-ed me
and called me.
(:afterwards.i went to the hill street fire station museum thing.
it was rather interesting.
i want to go back there soon.
:D
bounce to bed the moment i got home.
super shacked.
&my legs.pain! got blisters too.
result caused by stupid ncc shoes.
those heeled ones.
):
ate apples.
i think apples are delicious.then went out soccering!
funfun.
(: pictures from gerri's hse last week.
THANK YOU MAG!
i'm lazy to upload them one by one.
so here it is.
(: